Thursday, December 30, 2010

What If?

I've noticed that my teenager hates me.  How did I notice, she told me, that's how.  Geez. Don't hold back.

Needless to say, I was devastated.  She doesn't like me and doesn't want to live with me.  I am trying to convice myself that she is just being a teenager and one day she will wake up, the angels will sing, and she will realize what a gem I am.  But....what if?

What if that never happens? 

It's been a rough week over here.  I'm pretty sure I'm at my breaking point of shitty stuff that can slap me upside the head right now.  I can only deal with so much at maintain my barely there sanity.  I need a change.  I need some magic in this life.  I need to feel like there's SOMEONE out there that gives a crap about MY feelings. 

Seems this blog is turning into a boo-hoo fest.  I am so ready for the New Year.  I am so ready for the New Me.

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